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Why I did this and Why I no longer will
January 17 2014

Why I did The Orion Project

In August 2011 I was contacted by alien beings. It started with the mental image of a green Dinosaur who spoke to me. They thought I was in medical school when I took a college course in biochemistry, and first contact was made while I was sitting in class. Soon after a black scaly Orion man communicated with me in both mental images of himself and telepathic communication. He wanted to collect bacteria from both my body and my surroundings, and he talked in length about the work he and they are doing. A Red Dragon appeared in my bedroom not long thereafter, and he would be the Hamish we know and love.

I wasn't here I said! - hollers my Hamish in a sweet cute voice and I get a flash of a mental visual of his body, in the image his tail and behind is facing me, he didn't sound angry, normally he doesn't
Hamish! What are you doing today? - me
I was going to watch me with my eggs! - Hamish says, still not angry
I was going to watch Hamish today. Hamish Hamish. My Hamish Turtle. - me
My going away with my goosebumps. - Hamish, and he means the orange zits covering his forearms, he calls those goosebumps
You are cute. - me
You are my potato. - Hamish says in my native language, and now he flexes his nostrils to sniff at me. Hamish once said that I was his potato, because one can eat from me. I thought it was so delightful so every now and then, and last night again I think in fact, I tell him that I am his potato, and then I laugh.

So Hamish appeared, and during the following almost two and a half years I would have several alien adventures with these and many other alien characters. I became familiar with their organization and masterplan which we call the Agenda, and it revealed the most heinous and terrifying of things.

From the very start, I wrote down every conversation and experience with the aliens. I even wrote down during class the things that the Dinosaur said. Two and a half years later there are thousands of pages written in the archives. These will be given out in books, and much of it is too graphic to post on a public access website. And this website, which started with the question "is this real or imaginary?", has grown into a vast library of information and encounter stories. When contact begun I assumed that I had to be imagining it, so I wanted to document it to show what such an imaginary experience could be like, and show you all how I unravel the conclusions that it is not real. But two months later to my horror I had to conclude that this was real.

It became important to document everything I can and to learn as much as possible about these very real interesting otherdimensional entities who interact with Earth and humanity. It was my obligation.

Why I will no longer do The Orion Project

Their work done by these aliens and their entire Agenda is headed and ruled by the ancient beings known as the Dark Lords, Black Ones, "Black Cats", they have also been known on Earth as the Incubi or Succubi, Demons, Devils, with names such as Bezelbaub, Baphomet, Jezebel, Manon and Sif, they look like the black Gremlins in the 1980's movies except without the ears. They are from a place called Alpha Theta or Alpha Thetis.

While I and our Dark Lords have been in utmost civil and polite relationships, we have been able to carry out several meaningful conversations, and I came to care deeply about the persons and individuals these creatures are, it might not be possible to have the Dark Lords in one's life without dire consequences. They could have hurt me tremendously had they wanted to, yet they have been so very gentle with me. They have been nothing but respectful and cautious. I have cherished having had the privilege to so intimately get to know the one and only Baphomet, Jezebel, and others. They have shared with me their thoughts, their world.

As I have stated elsewhere, the Dark Lords somewhat consider themselves the protectors and saviors of the universe. We know that the universe began in an explosion that started an expansion of space, and that space is still expanding. Dark Lords have taught me that the different dimensions and parallel universes, them living in one, and we humans living in another, has to do with the extent of stretch or compression in a particular place. When places or people expand they reach into higher planes where consciousness is greater and where life is ever more spiritual and benign. But when you compress the world and when you compress minds, you crawl into the darker lower worlds, the underworlds inhabited by Alpha Thetans and others, and it is a place that feels like Satanic and Hell, a place that turns life into ashes, a place that feels like disease, terror

We only feel the lust. - says Dark Lord
That's because, you consume other people, and then those other people they don't feel lust, they feel something like terror and suffering. If only you knew what they feel, then you would never again hurt another being. The rule of thumb is this: if a being says "no" and does not give you their consent to hurt them, then trust their own judgement, that they are not feeling lust and that they do not want you to hurt them. Please do that. It will make you a greater being. You hurt people all the time. - me
We don't like/want to be here in your toilets. - Dark Lord says
And, I am not a Mr. Shenanigans. - Dark Lord

The toilet reference is because he has a portal underneath our bathroom sink and he tends to stand right there at his portal in our bathroom, he said toilet about the room instead of bathroom like I would say.

The Eye is some kind of balance in the universe and it acts to stop the expansion of space and wants to pull everything into itself and cause compression. I have come to understand The Eye not as a religious construct made by the Alpha Thetans, but as quite possibly a very real cosmological astronomical feature. The Dark Lords give offerings to The Eye, things that it can consume, and that satisfies its hungers and stops it from gobbling up space itself for a while.

The Dark Lords see no harm in what they do. They are very intelligent misters, so they must surely know that beings who are sacrificed and injured for the sake of the Agenda are complaining and unhappy about being inflicted harm or losing their lives

We have a Noah's Ark here, that is what we do. - says Thuban now
I don't care. I don't want to be part of it. Please leave me alone. - me
Thuban gives me its mental image of my naked privates being exposed when they go after the eggs presumably.
Go away I said. Go away. No more eggs for you. I am done with it. - me

The Agenda is a collaboration between several different alien beings, and each have their own Agenda. The Dark Lords invade and enslave alien races throughout the universe, capture them and force them to work for them. The Alpha Remulan "scorpions" tell this story, and so do many others. But some races seem to have joined willingly, because the Alpha Thetans can be very powerful allies. The Zetas seem to have willingly joined. Zetas had a nuclear power accident in their home world which rendered them infertile, and so they willingly work in the Agenda in exchange for help to incorporate genes from other races into theirs to hopefully produce a new fertile hybrid species.

Reptilians I'm not so sure about. Reptilians seem to covet power and rule, and I would guess that they are quite happy about working on the pyramid with Dark Lords as their allies. Dragon Turtles however are a different matter, and should perhaps not even be called Reptilians. The Dragon Turtles are afraid of Dark Lords and most of them hide in caves. Sure enough, Hamish is given salary in the form of food, but of course he would have to be fed, and I'm sure he didn't join in exchange for food.

Hamish? Did you want, or choose, to work with - me interrupted
They were my eggs, I said. - Hamish answers
Hamish. Did you make your own choice to work with the Dark Lords? - me
Hamish faces me with his mouth open, probably in reference to food
Do you like working there? Do they give you, snacks? - me
My apples. - says Hamish, "apples" in my native language, and with a mental image of the apples in our kitchen table fruitbowl

There are two problems with being involved with the Agenda as a human being and egg donor.

Problem 1: Immoral Things

The Agenda is filled with immoral things. Human men and women are abducted and ravished when they collect semen or eggs.

We don't mean to do it that way. - says a Zeta with a bulbuous head and surprisingly small eyes
I don't care. Just leave me alone. I'm not happy with this. - me
The Crocodile Men might come here. - says a Crocodile Man with a deep dark voice
Hello Crocodile Man. I am always happy to see you. - me

They make human and hybrid children in various different genetic batches. If I thought about it further it would probably make a mess of my life, the thought of having children there. Sometimes they show me a tiny human baby hand. It is not right. I don't need to explain why.

The children in the Agenda are subject to pedophilia. A lot of abductees don't know this. But I know many abductees who have had the same experiences. The children are brought in to their human abductee male or female parents to have sex with them. The aliens think this is normal. They think they are teaching the children, or evaluating what the children can do. It shows a fundamental lack of understanding of the human genome and physical and psychological sexual behavior and function that they do this. Pedophilia and incest are prohibited throughout most human cultures. It ruins the lives of children. It is not normal human psychology or behavior to feel anything sexual toward a child. That is why we go through puberty so late in life, compared to other animals, and our boys and girls change so that we can recognize them as young adults. Boys get a darker voice because women expect a man to have a darker voice. Things like that.

Humans are the species on Earth whose children need the longest childhood where they can learn skills and develop a complex personality and identity and learn to live a life as a human adapted for their particular culture that they are in. The aliens have a complete lack of these fundamental concepts. They are either stupid, or they are evil.

And a lot of abductees don't know this either, but these children are sold and auctioned off like cattle for pedophiles in the Agenda. The Japanese associates you've been seeing in this documentary, they are pedophiles. The Reptilian creatures that pretend to be human royal figures or the Catholic Vatican, they are pedophiles. The Thubans are pedophiles.

It's not just sexual violence. Children are subject to medical experiments. They are given experimental drugs and chemicals, operated on, intentionally given diseases. Children are also murdered. Just last night the Dark Lord wanted to show me when he told one of my sons that I've had with one of the Russian men, that boy is 16 years old, the Dark Lord told him that he was going to be murdered. The Dark Lord wanted to enjoy feeling the frustrations and fears that the boy might feel, and Dark Lords are able to fuel those emotions to intensify them. Dark Lords feel them differently, they feel strong negative emotions as a kind of sexual pleasure, or lust. But then the Dark Lord told the boy that if he kills another boy in the tournaments then his life would be spared.

Some of my sons in the Agenda are forced to play some kind of knights. They are in tournaments where they have to kill other younger boys. The Agenda knows which boys they want to keep, so the opponents given to them are always younger and doomed to fail. The boys are told they can become Kings if they win tournaments. And little girls are told that they are "Princesses", and this is used in that whole pedophilia thing.

There is a White Lizard who pretends to be Queen Elisabeth of England. She can morph to look like the human Queen. She also has the Prince Charles Lizard. I don't know if they are in any real sense connected to these human figures in the other dimension, or if they are only pretending because they love to feel distinguished like royalty. The Prince Charles Lizard has to make babies with me, and the Queen eats those babies. She explains to me that if she does not, then she cannot move into our dimension. The children have their blood matrix so that drinking the blood of those babies, it easily merges in with their own blood, and then in addition I am a Crystal so those babies have an especially strong higher dimensional energy, and that energy is passed on to the Lizard and they can linger closer to our dimension. It also feeds the Reptilians when they drink blood.

Hamish said that they could have them. - says a black Reptilian who was watching me for a few seconds just now. I know. I remember when Hamish offered my eggs to the White Lizard Queen. I just don't want to think about that.

Human men are kept in dungeons and are tortured and murdered on a regular basis. It breaks the U.S. military men who have to see that, they have to see it because they need to know the harm that these Agenda aliens are doing on Earth. The Dark Lords love torture and sadism. Illuminati hybrids, those chubby Brothers, are also tortured in the dungeons. And let's not forget about the Citadel, that sexual sadism club that I was taken to once or twice. It is full of people doing D/s and sexual sadism. It's only because the Dark Lords want that.

Then there's the prostitution.

The Nagasaki! - says Hamish in a happy and pleased voice, this Nagasaki?
What Nagasaki? - me
Where we bring those children to play! - Hamish says
Aha. I remember. - me

What I remember is this: the Zetas told me once not more than at most a few months ago that they had gone to that city in Japan that was bombed during World War II by nuclear weapons, and they had asked the Japanese people there for help. Because they thought that the Japanese could relate to the Zetas, who too had been injured and rendered infertile after nuclear explosions.

I am used as a prostitute in the Agenda. I don't get to remember most of it. I have a few memories, and as far as I can say it may have started as soon as I was fertile. I got my period at the age of 12. When I was 14 and 15 I remembered being molested by the men in black and U.S. military guys in the so-called MILABS abductions, but I will have to check my notes very carefully. In fact, since the age of 14 and up until I was maybe 18 I wrote a journal of my MILABS experiences, and these will of course come out in a book as well, later on.

Problem 2: Negative Energies and Mind Control

The second problem is negative energies and mind control. Being in the presence of Dark Lords is not without impact. It's not like you can just talk to them. Like how a smell invades your space and your impressions, they have an energy that can completely take you over and change how you feel and the impressions and sensations you have that shape your experience of life. They are something so negative and dark. They are the fathers of Satanism. They are the ones who invented the pentagram, the Ouija board, Tarot cards, Satanism, Druidism, and gave those kinds of things to humans.

Satanism and Dark Lords have an allure that you have to watch out for. Think of yourself as a fish who sees a juicy worm on a hook. Sure, the worm looks juicy, but what about the hook. It will totally ruin your life. Lots of people fall for the temptations, those suave, loving, and passionate lures of the Dark Lords. And it's easy to forget that there is a catch. A hook. A devastating consequence. The Dark Lords can offer the most incredible sexual passion, they can lunge you into another mindset which my D/s Master who was a Free Mason and under direct Dark Lord rule, he called it being in the "zone". Lots of people are practitioners and think that Satanism is cool. I was never a practitioner, but I've felt these things. But I've also felt the light, the angelic, love and consciousness, and when you know both light and dark it's easy to make a choice. You always choose the light, if you know the light.

I once spoke to a Dark Lord who was living hiding in an old house. He connected to talk with me when I was reading about a house that had poltergeist and demonic activity. He talked to me about how once he was an Angel of Light and he was a Fallen Angel. I offered to help him climb back to the Light, but he was like a drunk that doesn't want to get up from the floor, who doesn't want help. He was stuck, and he didn't want my help.

I once spoke to Lucifer. I dared to contact Lucifer because I wanted to know who he was. Turns out Lucifer was, and still is, a beautiful angel of light. What people don't know, is that he had volunteered to go into the fires of hell so that he could be there and sort of protect humans from it. From Lucifer I learned that the fires of hell can only burn those who are not aligned with the light. If you are aligned with light, then your energy is with the light, and the fire does not burn you because the energies are aligned. But if you are aligned with the dark, your energies and matrix is different and then the fire burns you.

The other day the angels took me to a church where they had a priest carry out an exorcism on me by using the holy crucifix. The Dark Lord presence in me started to burn in a fire. I felt the burning and the fire, but I realized it was the Dark Lord burning, not me, and I decided to feel completely safe and place myself into the hands of God and light. Later the Dark Lord asked me why I had let him burn, but he wasn't angry at me and he didn't want revenge.

As you can see, these are things the Christian church has always known about and battled with. From my dealings with the Agenda and its otherwordly beings, I have learned that Christianity is real. I have learned that Angels and Demons are real. And I even learned with Amrishtad the Blue God that Hinduism too, surprise surprise, is absolutely real! The Gods of Mayans and Incas were probably also real entities.

Years ago, the Dark Lords and Agenda ruined my life, made me sexually promiscuous (because they would need me to be if I am used as an Agenda prostitute and for eggs), and sent me to the Free Mason D/s Master who was possessed by the Dark Lord and who did Satanic mind control on me. The aliens deliberately make me into a vegetable. They don't want me to have friends, they don't want me to have a job, or a love life, they don't want me to go anywhere. And I've also learned how the Zetas give me drugs and do things that makes me sleepy and drowzy so that I stay in bed for longer. They want to keep me in a constant drugged pacified state so that I am easier to use for them.

The Agenda places a dark veil over the abductee and keeps you in a cage that you do not even realize. It takes away freedom and happiness, it takes away knowing of human life. I can be more than an egg donor, a prostitute, an abductee. I want to be a human.

I am devoting my life to Christianity and light. The angels tell me not to listen to the Dark Lords at all when they talk. I have to ignore the Dark Lords, I might even have to ignore Hamish. I have to stop listening to Agenda members. I have to ignore the mental images they send me, the feelings and sensations and impressions, and all the things that they say to me. I have to ignore and forget, and focus on other things in life. I refuse to be part of a Satanic dark system, which systematically rapes, molests, tortures and murders, and which places me into a life that is dark and void.

I have loved making this documentary. We have learned so many things about this Agenda, about its creatures, about what it does to humans. I will have to stop writing new material. We know Hamish will continue being cute, and showing his hump back and talking about his goosebumps. He will continue to shed his scales on the bathroom snuggie ruggy. That reminds me. Hamish asked me for a towel last night and I promised to give him one today. Things will continue to happen, but I have to change my focus and dedicate my life to the light. They have kept me suspended in a state of mind that feels devastating, dark, hellish. I want to feel joy in my life.

There are still hundreds of pages of telepathic conversations that need to be translated and will be given out in future books. I may still contact these entities to do interview with them to learn more about their lives and their fates. But as far as letting these Dark Lords and their cohorts cast me into their hellish satanic lower vibrations and how that ruins the quality of my life, I will no longer allow it, I will no longer listen to them, not come here to write down our stories and our conversations, because it comes at such a high cost. So The Orion Project is closed.

One minute later, a Dark Lord is right here. He speaks to me in sweet and gentle exhales, like little bear sounds. It sounds really sweet when he speaks like this. And then I see The Eye, it looks creepy, that vortex or dark hole in space. The Dark Lord is pleading for me to let him stay, I know what his sounds mean. But I say to him no, no I can't let him stay here.


Be sure to see the upcoming books! The next, second telepathy book will be called "The Orion Project: Noah's Ark", and the third is probably called "Garden of Eden". Also coming are my MILABS journal entries from my teen years, so The Orion Project isn't over yet, there's much more material coming up that haven't been posted before.

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